සමහර මිනිස්සු අදටත් ජීවත් වෙලා ඉන්නෙ මැරෙ_න්න තියෙන බය නිසා මිසක් ජීවත් වෙන්න තියෙන ආසවට නෙමෙයි 🥺

Since then, I have seen how he loves someone else the way I loved him to love me. I mean, I am a man who has taken whatever I wanted in my life. But love? How can I make someone who doesn't love me love me? I used to speak about a hundred or two hundred words a minute, but now I only speak two or three words to a person for a whole week. I am a fool! What can't love do? "Dev, can you take a day off like next week?" He asked as he came down the stairs from the top floor. I know he was going to sign the divorce papers. "Yes, heavens" "Heavens" I called him as he passed by where I was sitting, because I wanted to talk to him for a while. "Ahas, I need to tell our parents that we're getting divorced." "My parents don't know about any of this." "What don't they think, Ahas?" I've been thinking for months about how I'm going to tell my parents instead of divorcing them. "Let's try something, Dev." "Dev, I'm going on a trip, it'll be about a week." He said that and left. I was at my last breath. I went to the office and on my way back, I called my parents and said I couldn't talk for a while because I really needed to think for a while. As soon as I got there, I turned on the shower and sat under it, letting the falling water soak me. The pain that had been bottled up in my chest for months turned into tears. I felt tears streaming down my cheeks from the cold water coming from the shower. I cried, screamed, and cried. I screamed and cried out the pain that was trapped in my chest like a wound and refused to let it out. I must have been like that for three or four hours. I felt my chest empty. Besides, I didn't even have the strength left to cry! I went to the room in my wet clothes and leaned against the wall. I felt like I was already dead. I just lay down on the bed, because I realized that I really didn't have the strength left in my body to do anything more. I felt, My eyes were closing. I couldn't feel the pain that felt like my head was exploding. But then I heard his voice. But at that time, I was, having given up the feeling of wanting to live. I let my eyes close and that was it. "Peshan is coming to his senses, there is nothing to worry about his condition now," I heard that in a low voice. I felt like my eyes were glued together. I felt a pain in my hand, but it was very good. I wanted to see what it was! I was in a hospital. He sat next to me, holding one of my hands in his and looking at me. "Are you tired now, Dev?" "Look at me." He got up from the chair and sat on the edge of my bed, brushing back the hair that had fallen from my face, and placed his hand on my cheek. I was in a state of confusion and indecision, unable to imagine these other things. "Is what you wrote in the diary on the table in your room true, Dev?" "Did you suffer so much because of me, Dev?" "When you said we'd get divorced, you should have said you couldn't get divorced even once, Dev." I saw his small blue eyes closed and a few tears rolling down his cheeks. "Did you love me, Dev?" "Did you love me enough to make up your mind to give me to him, thinking that I should be happy, Dev?" I felt so good when his warm breath hit my face. I was staring at him. When he said that, I wanted to ask about Diya. But before that, "Aayma, we will never talk about Diya" "I can't even love me as much as you do, Dev" He said that and put his hand under my back and made me lie down on the bed with him. "Can you tell me you love me just once, Dev?" He asked, holding my entire face in his hands and pressing his eyes to mine. The tears that were coming out of my eyes, which were tired from crying, were so happy that my chest was bursting. He wiped the tears that were coming out of my eyes before they could even fall on my cheeks. He looked at my eyes for a moment and then suddenly kissed my forehead. I felt something go down my chest like a ton of iron had gone to the bottom of the sea and stopped. At the same time, he hugged me to his chest. That's how I thought before, so tight that I couldn't even breathe. "I thought I was dead," I said softly as I leaned against his chest. "A person can't die from being soaked in water for three or four hours, woman," he said while laughing like a little kid would say when he's caught doing something stupid. "I went and came back because the trip was canceled." "I was scared when I saw you lying unconscious on the bed." "Never think about dying before me again." "I want your love until I die, I want to love you until I die." I felt his chest beating fast as he said that. "I love you, Dev." The breath that had been building up in his chest was released with a loud noise. I hugged him a little tighter. So now it's time to fall in love! Nimmi wasana ❤️🍃